Dont Play With Emotions

Through my whole life I have always wanted to find that one special person. My companion. I didn’t date a lot because everyone else around me wasn’t looking for the same thing I was looking for. Now I am seventeen years old and I think I have finally found a mind that thinks alike.

But my family thinks I'm wrong. Only because of one thing. AGE. He is twenty-four years old. He has showed me things that I thought I would never find. But my dad thinks I'm wrong. I think we will be together for a long time. Even if my dad tries to keep us apart he can’t stop love and after I turn 18 he can’t do anything about it. My mom and dad have been divorced for years and that’s one thing that he has never really had is love. I think he is jealous because we have what he has always wanted. Love. He is deaf and abused me when I was little and I finally have someone to care for me and that makes him so angry. Rage is but mask for my shy fears. Yet I would die before I caused my companion pain.
I just hope he knows that no matter what my family tries to do to tear us apart I will never stop loving him. We have been together since I was 16. I might have to wait till I’m 18 to be with him but waiting only makes my love for him even stronger. Romance must have a language fit for feeling more than fits between the earth and sky.

It Is You I Dream Of

A flower grows from beneath a blanket

Of fine and purest white

It reaches toward the sun for warmth,

For heat and for the light

My love for you grows stronger still,

Despite the surrounding cold

My heart is yours, bartered gone

For yours has it been sold

Its petals shine from morning dew

Its stem grows stiff and strong

It stands strong through the freezing cold

It stands the winter long

I long for you, for your soft touch

I miss the way you smile

The longer that we stay apart

The longer every mile

The flower stretches through the snow

It reaches toward the sun

And now without you the color is gone

The flower’s petals, dun

But as we talk, and as we learn

The flower comes back to life

The snow now melts and goes away

As you take away my strife

Spring is here and growth abounds

As you and I are one

We are together, we are in love

The snow for now is done

I see the future, in dreams I have

Of our life, long and true

I see the times where all I need

Are comforting words from you

I see the times when winter comes

As winter tends to do

But we still love, and we still live

And I do still love you

And so we live, with children ours

And a life of much to see

With love we live, to live we love

Happy together are we

I see the flower, older now,

But still strong with fresh new leaves

I see it growing, tall and strong

Reaching to the eaves

We are now old, as years have passed

But old together are we

And strong our love still today

As strong as it can be

Perfection in my Eyes

• All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,

And for us to be together, to never be apart.

No one else in the world can even compare,

You’re perfect and so is this love that we share.

We have so much more than I ever thought we would,

I love you more than I ever thought I could.

I promise to give you all I have to give,

I’ll do anything for you as long as I live.

In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,

By the way you look at me I know we will last.

I hope that one day you’ll come to realize,

How perfect you are when seen through my eyes. •

True love ♥

A memory burned within, from a heartfelt second long ago
a moment… one single moment, that only a heart can remember
a fleeting thought, gone astray, but the feeling looms inside you
a boy and a girl… so far apart, so long the days
that it took their hearts to remind them…
how fortunate they are, that a heart…
can return a fleeting thought,
one single moment, or a memory burned within…
so they can now live as one
as only inside true love, can such a past remain
until… it’s found again

Zara Udas Hoon

Zara Udas Hoon Lekin Zara 

    Masroor Bhi Hoon... 

Tumharay Paas Hoon 

Shayad,Shayad Door Bhi Hoon... 

Yoon Pathreelay Raston Pay 

Chalna Shoq Nahi Mera..; 

Kuch Muaamla Chahat Ka Hay 

Kuch Majboor Bhi Hoon.. 

Mohabbat Ho Gai Tum Say Bus 

Itni Khata Hay Meri...

Mana K Mujrim Hoon Magar 

BayQasoor Bhi Hoon...

Bolta Nahi Hon Me

Kisi Sabab Se Agr

Bolta Nahi Hon Me! 

To Youn Nahi K Tumhe Sochta Nahi Hon Me

Me Tmko Khud Se Juda Kr K Kis Tarah Dekhon

K Me B Tum Hon Koi Dosra Nahi Hon Me

Mere Badan Ki Hr Eint Me Ana Rakhi Hai
Me Khud Bana Hon Aisa

Banaya Hua Nahi Hon Me 

Mere Wajod K Andar Muje Talash Na Kr

K Is Makaan Me Aksar Raha Nahi Hon Me

Me Ek Umr Se Khud Ko Talash Kr Raha Hon
MAGAR 

Muje YAQEEN Nahi, Hon B Ya Nahi Hon Mein 

Ek Din Guriya Mujhe Se Boli

Ek Din Guriya Mujhe Se Boli 

Kya Wo Tum Ho? 

Jo Mere Kano Se Lag Kar 

Apni Gazlain 

Apni Nazmain 

Keh Jata Hai 

Phir Main Bola! 

Han Main Wohi HooN, 

Phir Wo Boli! 

Bohat Buray Ho, 

Bohat Buray Ho. 

Neend Ura Kar So Jate Ho. .