I Actually Loved You!

Slowly You Become A Memory
And Start To Fade Away
As Each Week That Passes By
I'm Starting To Feel OK

I Cared About You Dearly
I Treated You Like Gold
I Waited For The Same
But Was Left Out In The Cold

You Were Mean And Selfish
You Treated Me Like Dirt
You Dug Deeper And Deeper
Just To Get Me Hurt

After Everything You Did
Your Wish Didn't Come True
You Will Always Remain A Memory
But Never Forget I Actually Loved You!

We Used To.....

♥ We used to Talk ♥
 ♥ We used to Laugh ♥ 
♥ We were Best of Friends ♥
♥ I Thought that's how it would Always be ♥


♥ You Taught me so Much ♥
♥ Told me Exactly what to Say ♥
♥ I wish if u Were still the Same ♥
♥  But Someday I know it Will ♥


♥ Maybe not Today ♥
♥' But we'll meet up Again ♥
♥  It won't be Long until I see your Face ♥
♥ In Heaven that Marvelous day ♥

A Walk To Remember

Love is always patient and kind.

It is never jealous.

Love is never boastful or concieted.

It is never rude or selfish.

It does not take offence and is not resentful.

Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins,

but delights in the truth.

It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope,

and to endure whatever comes.

Dont Play With Emotions

Through my whole life I have always wanted to find that one special person. My companion. I didn’t date a lot because everyone else around me wasn’t looking for the same thing I was looking for. Now I am seventeen years old and I think I have finally found a mind that thinks alike.

But my family thinks I'm wrong. Only because of one thing. AGE. He is twenty-four years old. He has showed me things that I thought I would never find. But my dad thinks I'm wrong. I think we will be together for a long time. Even if my dad tries to keep us apart he can’t stop love and after I turn 18 he can’t do anything about it. My mom and dad have been divorced for years and that’s one thing that he has never really had is love. I think he is jealous because we have what he has always wanted. Love. He is deaf and abused me when I was little and I finally have someone to care for me and that makes him so angry. Rage is but mask for my shy fears. Yet I would die before I caused my companion pain.
I just hope he knows that no matter what my family tries to do to tear us apart I will never stop loving him. We have been together since I was 16. I might have to wait till I’m 18 to be with him but waiting only makes my love for him even stronger. Romance must have a language fit for feeling more than fits between the earth and sky.

It Is You I Dream Of

A flower grows from beneath a blanket

Of fine and purest white

It reaches toward the sun for warmth,

For heat and for the light

My love for you grows stronger still,

Despite the surrounding cold

My heart is yours, bartered gone

For yours has it been sold

Its petals shine from morning dew

Its stem grows stiff and strong

It stands strong through the freezing cold

It stands the winter long

I long for you, for your soft touch

I miss the way you smile

The longer that we stay apart

The longer every mile

The flower stretches through the snow

It reaches toward the sun

And now without you the color is gone

The flower’s petals, dun

But as we talk, and as we learn

The flower comes back to life

The snow now melts and goes away

As you take away my strife

Spring is here and growth abounds

As you and I are one

We are together, we are in love

The snow for now is done

I see the future, in dreams I have

Of our life, long and true

I see the times where all I need

Are comforting words from you

I see the times when winter comes

As winter tends to do

But we still love, and we still live

And I do still love you

And so we live, with children ours

And a life of much to see

With love we live, to live we love

Happy together are we

I see the flower, older now,

But still strong with fresh new leaves

I see it growing, tall and strong

Reaching to the eaves

We are now old, as years have passed

But old together are we

And strong our love still today

As strong as it can be

Perfection in my Eyes

• All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,

And for us to be together, to never be apart.

No one else in the world can even compare,

You’re perfect and so is this love that we share.

We have so much more than I ever thought we would,

I love you more than I ever thought I could.

I promise to give you all I have to give,

I’ll do anything for you as long as I live.

In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,

By the way you look at me I know we will last.

I hope that one day you’ll come to realize,

How perfect you are when seen through my eyes. •

True love ♥

A memory burned within, from a heartfelt second long ago
a moment… one single moment, that only a heart can remember
a fleeting thought, gone astray, but the feeling looms inside you
a boy and a girl… so far apart, so long the days
that it took their hearts to remind them…
how fortunate they are, that a heart…
can return a fleeting thought,
one single moment, or a memory burned within…
so they can now live as one
as only inside true love, can such a past remain
until… it’s found again

Zara Udas Hoon

Zara Udas Hoon Lekin Zara 

    Masroor Bhi Hoon... 

Tumharay Paas Hoon 

Shayad,Shayad Door Bhi Hoon... 

Yoon Pathreelay Raston Pay 

Chalna Shoq Nahi Mera..; 

Kuch Muaamla Chahat Ka Hay 

Kuch Majboor Bhi Hoon.. 

Mohabbat Ho Gai Tum Say Bus 

Itni Khata Hay Meri...

Mana K Mujrim Hoon Magar 

BayQasoor Bhi Hoon...

Bolta Nahi Hon Me

Kisi Sabab Se Agr

Bolta Nahi Hon Me! 

To Youn Nahi K Tumhe Sochta Nahi Hon Me

Me Tmko Khud Se Juda Kr K Kis Tarah Dekhon

K Me B Tum Hon Koi Dosra Nahi Hon Me

Mere Badan Ki Hr Eint Me Ana Rakhi Hai
Me Khud Bana Hon Aisa

Banaya Hua Nahi Hon Me 

Mere Wajod K Andar Muje Talash Na Kr

K Is Makaan Me Aksar Raha Nahi Hon Me

Me Ek Umr Se Khud Ko Talash Kr Raha Hon
MAGAR 

Muje YAQEEN Nahi, Hon B Ya Nahi Hon Mein 

Ek Din Guriya Mujhe Se Boli

Ek Din Guriya Mujhe Se Boli 

Kya Wo Tum Ho? 

Jo Mere Kano Se Lag Kar 

Apni Gazlain 

Apni Nazmain 

Keh Jata Hai 

Phir Main Bola! 

Han Main Wohi HooN, 

Phir Wo Boli! 

Bohat Buray Ho, 

Bohat Buray Ho. 

Neend Ura Kar So Jate Ho. .

A Love Like No Other

I Never Felt A Love

Like This Before

It's A Love Like No Other

Something I Have Always Hoped For

A Love With Friendship

Humour And Heart

A Bond So Strong

It Would Never Part

A Love That Makes You Smile

From Ear To Ear

A Love That Is Joyful

Without Any Fear

A Love That Is Beautiful

From The Inside Out

A Love With No Tears,

Pain, Or Doubt

A Love With Soul

So Tender And True

A Love That I Have Found

Only In You... ♥

The Way You Make Me Feel.....

You Make Me Feel Special,
You Make Me Feel New,
You Make Me Feel Loved,
With Everything You Do.

You Hold Me Close When I Am Sad.

You Wipe The Tears From My Face.

Every Time We Are Together,

It Seems Like The Perfect Place.

My Eyes Light Up When You Enter A Room.

I Smile When We Are Together.

No Matter How Bad Things Are,

You Always Make Them Better.

I Love The Way You Kiss Me,

The Way You Hold Me Tight.

I Love The Way You Touch Me,

I Could Be With You All Night.

I Love The Way You Can Make Me Laugh

For Absolutely No Reason At All.

I Love How No Matter What I Do,

You Will Be There To Catch Me When I Fall.

I Just Want You To Know,

That Even Though We Sometimes Fight,

I Will Always Love You!

No Matter What, Day Or Night.

I Will Feel You Near

As I Look Outside I See The Breeze

Caress The Leaves From The Trees

And Carry Them To All Around

Gently Laid Upon The Ground

I See The Birds So High Above

Their Songs Sing Of Our Special Love

And Laid Upon Their Soft Sweet Wing

Your Love To Me They Gently Bring

And As They Start Their Graceful Descent

Delivering A Message That’s Heaven Sent

One Thing I Know And Will Hold So Dear

When I See Them Fly I Will Feel You Near

Nothing Without U

I Dive Down The Sea

To Get U A Pearl

Its Enchanting Beauty Caught Me

When It Was Lying Inside Its Shell

I Picked It Up Just For You

But When I Saw The Shell It Was Alln Alone

Its Majestic Ness Was Lost

Its Beauty Was Caught

I Got Back To Present It To You

But Found There Nobody Waiting For Me

I Felt Just The Same As The Shell

I Lost My Pearl N I Was Same

Nothing Without U Just Nothing. . . . .

There Was No One But You

There Was No One But You

I Have Not Seen Any One Like You
Who Loved Me More Than Love
With Never Ending Care From You
I Began To Love You
With Hundreds Of Reasons
You Will Not Believe It
How Much I Need You ..
Neither I Can Explain
Nor I Can Show It
I Urge To Have It
Till Last I Breathe..
I Will Love You ..
You Will Remain Silent In My Heart
Let Me Stay There Also
In Your Heart ..Some Where..
I Want To Get Mingle
With Those Lovely Beats ..
Ur Melodious Voice Makes Me
Feel Great Since That Time
I Love To Hear It
Those Emotions.. Ever I Got
Which Brought Colours
To My Universe
Took Me Into Another World
That Happiness , Being Loved
Still I Want That More ..
Your Love .. Your Care ..
Yesss ,, I Want More ..
The More I Want Ur Love
I Got Much Crazy Than Before ...

You’ve Been Given Feeling To Me All Night

You’ve Been Given Feeling To Me All Night

And I Can’t Leave Unless You're Leaving With Me Tonight

Now It’s Not Difficult To Tell You're Selecting 

And I Think You're Selecting Me

To Lead You - Can’t You See?

I Wanna Leave With You Gotta Take You Home

I Can See It Inside My Head 

That If I Leave With You And I Get You Home

You’re Gonne Love What I Do When I’m On Top Of You

When I’m On Top Of You

It Is Love

It Is Love 

That Gives Me Purpose 
To Change And Grow And Learn. 
It Is Love That Guides Me On This Path 
And Helps Me Choose Each Turn. 

It Is Love 

That Gives Me Courage 

To Stand Against My Fears; 

To Open Up My Heart To You, 

To Let You See My Tears. 

It Is Love 

That Gives Me Trust And Hope 

When Little Thing Go Wrong. 

When Distance Stands Between Us, 

It Is Love That Keeps Me Strong. 

It Is Love 

That Offers Harmony 

And A Friendship That Is True. 

How Wonderful That I Can Share 

A Love Like This With You

Go On, This Is LIFE

When Dere's No Frend 
When Lyf Is On D Dead End 
When World Isn't A Paradise 

When Ur Confidence Dies 

Tell Urself 

"Go On, This Is LIFE" 

When Things Dn't Go Right 

Where Dere's No Ray Of Lite 

And Its Too Hard To Survive 

Tell Urself 

"Go On, This Is LIFE" 

When Other Dn't Respect U 

When U R Nt Amongst D Admirable Few 

When For A Question, U Can't Find A Solution 

When U R Sure Abt, Is Confusion 

Tell Urself 

"Go On, This Is LIFE" 

When Ur Destination Is Miles Apart 

When U Dn't Knw Whr To Start 

When All U C Around In Pain 

When Ur Hardwork Is In Vain 

Tell Urself 

"Go On, This Is LIFE"

The Memories Will Never Die

It makes me think of 

all the good times we shared.

The times when we were happy,

And the times when we were scared.

We would walk alone,

Along her dark dirt road,

Frightened as can be

Because of the stories we once told.

The good and bad times have all gone by,

And thinking of them

Makes me want to sit down and cry.

The memories will always last,

They can never die.

They will go on and on

As long as we both try

I'm Lonely Road

I'm Lonely Road Of Broken Dreams
Its A Boulevard That I'm Searching For
These Stars Are All So Dull,
Its A Moon That I'm Searching For
Happiness Is So Angry At Me
Its A Life That I'm Searching For
There Is A Crowd Around Me All The Times,
Its A Friend That I'm Searching For
My Life Is Just Like A Path
Its A Destination That I'm Searching For
Don't Know What Is It That I've Lost,
May Be Its "Me" That I'm Searching For

I Am Ready To Face My Fears

If Only The World Could See What I Feel
Then, Would The World, Know Who I Am
I've Loved, Lost And Feared The World
For It Is Sometimes Too Much To Bare
Control, Power, Is What I Fear
For I Am Weak Inside And Full Of Pain
I Shout And Cry, But Knowing
There Is Nobody There To Hear Me
I Swallow The Shame And Anger
That Lies Beneath Me


I Am Lost To Reality And Living In Time
Though I Am Struggling Through Life
And All That It Offers, I Am Only Human
And That Is What Makes Me . . . Me.
Still, I Wish For The Happiness And Pleasure
That I Have Earned, But Realize That, I Have
Not Yet Overcome The World's Greatest Challenge
Love And How To Accept It
I Am Ready To Face My Fears