Now I Just Survive

Alone I Sit Here,Empty And Cold

The Light Beckons Me,It Forces Me To Be Okay

Hidden Away My Feelings Are,

Showing No Emotions Is

How I Am

I Have To Fight To Be Alive I Have To Pretend To Care

The World Crushed My Dream Yet It Forces Me To Be

I Once Was Alive

Now I Just Survive

I Was A Fool For You

I don't know when my laughter turned to tears,

When my joys became my fears,

when one touch and you'd be gone,

and I'd be standing all alone.

I laughed till I cried,

I knew, but still I tried,

To make a place in your life.

You walked away without a word,

you neither saw nor heard

The love I tried to prove

The way my life, around you moved.

I don't know how long I cried

and wished that I had died.

And how my body ached for you,

And how you ignored my love so true.

So, I'm standing all alone again,

Wiping the tears that always begin,

Every day and every night

and every silent moment of my life ,

Whenever I think of the many ways

I was a fool for you.

Undying Love(♥) I Feel For You.

If what they say are true,

That time heals a broken heart.
Then tell me why it's taking so long
for the healing to start?

I've tried so hard to fight this feelings,

I have deep in side for you.

While telling my self each day,

I must, I must start anew.

I know I should move on,

and accept that you are gone.

But that is so darn hard to do

Cause i'm still deeply in love with you.

Tomorrow i'll again try to forget you,

I pray to God i'll do.

But for today I cannot seem to let go,

Of this undying love I feel for you.

Thank You For The Memories

Thank you for the memories

Of a love that's less than true

for the lessons learned were plenty

and the happy times were few.

And I thank you for your support,

the support you would never give

when I needed you the most,

those times, I can't forgive

I thank you for your love,

a love that didn't exist,

for all my childhood memories

are those of pounding fists.

And I really want to thank you

For loving only some,

I tried my best to please you,

But love for me was none.

So I thank you with my heart and soul

for but one good lesson learned

That should one day I love someone,

My love they need not earn.

I Still Feel You In Air

I Look Up As A Tear Rolls Slowly Down My Cheek

I Think About Better Days And Wonder If I'll Feel That Way

Again. You Look At Me With Those Eyes I Know So Well

Always Serious, So Deep And Insightful

As Though You're Always In Control But Not Today Not Now

Now You Look So Scared Like For Once You Don't Have The

Answer. I Gaze At You Looking Deep Into Those Hazel Eyes

Hoping To Understand Why You've Said Those Things You

Did I Wonder For A Moment If This Is All A Dream

If I Shall Wake In The Morning And Be Relieved

You Look At Me With A Confusion I Have Never Seen

Slowly Pull Me Towards You And Wipe The Tears From My

Cheek.Suddenly In The Distance, A Shadow Appears,

A Tear Rolls Down My Face And The Image Is Clear.

Lifeless

Walking In A Cold Night

Searching For Life

I Am Alone But Whenever Air Touches My Body,I Feel U.

Tears Droping From My Eyes But No One To Weep Them.

Suddenly Rain Started.

Each Drop Of Rain Reminds Me Of The Pain I Felt In My Life.

I Am Betrayed By My Close Ones. No One To Walk With Me.

Just I,Me And Myself.

I Am Lost Star And Will Always Be.

This Rainy Night Will Never End As My Pain.

The Day I Lost You

Words full of distress written in your eyes, girl

I know that tear comes from your heart why we

ended up this way hiding our love(♥) to carry on

Suddenly, the world began to change its face the

Day I lost U everything is so unclear everything

feel so unreal