The Memories Will Never Die

It makes me think of 

all the good times we shared.

The times when we were happy,

And the times when we were scared.

We would walk alone,

Along her dark dirt road,

Frightened as can be

Because of the stories we once told.

The good and bad times have all gone by,

And thinking of them

Makes me want to sit down and cry.

The memories will always last,

They can never die.

They will go on and on

As long as we both try

I'm Lonely Road

I'm Lonely Road Of Broken Dreams
Its A Boulevard That I'm Searching For
These Stars Are All So Dull,
Its A Moon That I'm Searching For
Happiness Is So Angry At Me
Its A Life That I'm Searching For
There Is A Crowd Around Me All The Times,
Its A Friend That I'm Searching For
My Life Is Just Like A Path
Its A Destination That I'm Searching For
Don't Know What Is It That I've Lost,
May Be Its "Me" That I'm Searching For

I Am Ready To Face My Fears

If Only The World Could See What I Feel
Then, Would The World, Know Who I Am
I've Loved, Lost And Feared The World
For It Is Sometimes Too Much To Bare
Control, Power, Is What I Fear
For I Am Weak Inside And Full Of Pain
I Shout And Cry, But Knowing
There Is Nobody There To Hear Me
I Swallow The Shame And Anger
That Lies Beneath Me


I Am Lost To Reality And Living In Time
Though I Am Struggling Through Life
And All That It Offers, I Am Only Human
And That Is What Makes Me . . . Me.
Still, I Wish For The Happiness And Pleasure
That I Have Earned, But Realize That, I Have
Not Yet Overcome The World's Greatest Challenge
Love And How To Accept It
I Am Ready To Face My Fears

A Boy Liked A Girl

A Boy Liked A Girl But Wanted To Make Her Jealous.
Then One Day
Things Went Terribly Wrong.
The Next Few Weeks
Were Like A Very Sad Song.
He Made Her Jealous
On Purpose He Tried.
When The Girl Asked, "Do You Love Her?"
On Purpose He Lied.
He Played With Jealousy
Like It Was A Game.
Little Did He Know
Things Would Never Be The Same.
His Plan Was Working
But He Had No Clue.
How Wrong Things Would Go,
The Damage He Would Do.
One Night She Broke Down,
Feeling Very Alone.
Just Her And The Blade,
No One Else Home.
she Dialed His Number,
He Answered, "Hello"
She Told Him She Loved Him
And Hung Up The Phone.
He Raced To Her House
Just A Minute Too Late.
Found Her Lying In Blood
Her Heart
Had No Rate.
Beside Her Was A Note,
In It Her Confession.
Her Love For This Boy,
Her Only Obsession.
As He Read The Note,
He Knelt Down And Cried

IF U WILL LEAVE ME I Wll DIE

One Nite A Girl And Boy Were Going In The Car 
There Was Complete Silence 
Both Of Them Stayed Quiet For Long 
The Girl Then Gave Him A Chit.Boy B4 Reading It Told The Girl 
(Wid Embarassing Expressions) 
Dat He Wants 2 Leave Her As He Is Losing His Interest In Her 
Then Suddenly An Over Speeded Car Collided 
With Their Car 
Girl Died N The Boy Survived 
When The Boy Opened The Chit 
He Droppd A Tear Coz 
It Was Written 
If You Will Leave Me I Will Die

To Watch You Leaving . . .

To Watch You Leaving . . .

is to know such pain, it's jagged edges tearing into my soul. As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth.

To Watch You Leaving . . .

knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself, warm with sleep, against your solid back.
Nor hear your steady breathing. Or feel the beating of your heart.

To Watch You Leaving . . .

aware in every moment of every day that my dreams, my future; once tied with silken ribbons to yours, will never come to be.

And the mornings once so silent and hopeful, us gazing at the mountains and so gently awaiting forever - are now but small pieces of my past.

To Watch You Leaving . . .

your heart a tight fist of anger and your dry eyes betraying nothing of you. I cry for both of us, my love, because you will not.

Endless Memories

Endless Memories are what you've become

with evey single breath there is one
even the rising of a bright morning sun
brings back flashes of wonders you have done
there in the moon beams quickenings shine
are quick glances back into our loving times
even when clouds have grown cold and gray
pictures of you are here to always stay
when i close my eyes every single night
it still you i see in my dreams light
endless memories you have become
wishing i knew the truth just one
with the setting of the reddening sun
brings to me saddness knowing we are done
looking into that lonely moon beams shine
i'm so sorry for losing all this endless time
even when the rain clouds are an awful gray
loving you were the very best of all my days
endless memories are now just for me
some day soon you'll have these memories too you'll see

A Fool Like Me

Why does it hurt so bad
to lose something I never had
To have these feelings and nothing to do
just sit around and wait for you
Why is it so hard to move on
knowing what we had is gone
Is there a place where happiness is
Even though there's still a fizz
In my soul when you are around
your name is a beautiful sound
Now all I can do is wonder
I lost it all in one little blunder
By not telling you how I really feel
trying to act like its no big deal

Do you even care at all?

I just don't know how to feel,
If I should just give up,
Store away all emotion
And chalk it up as never meant to be.
I put away what I feel
And try to forget you.
But then you smile at me,
Or brush against me,
And I fall in love all over again.
Then you'll forget me
For awhile, pretend I'm not there.
I cry and wonder,
Do you even care at all?

I Cry

I Cry

Sometimes When I'm Alone

I Cry,

Cause I Am On My Own.

The Tears I Cry Are Bitter And Warm.

They Flow With Life But Take No Form

I Cry Because My Heart Is Torn.

I Find It Difficult To Carry On.


If I Had An Ear To Confiding,

I Would Cry Among My Treasured Friend,

But Who Do You Know That Stops That Long,

To Help Another Carry On.


The World Moves Fast And It Would Rather Pass By.

Then To Stop And See What Makes One Cry,

So Painful And Sad.

And Sometimes…

I Cry

And No One Cares About Why.

Silent Words Across

Silent Words Across A Screen.

How Could They Mean So Much To Me.

I Promised Myself I Would Not Cry.

Then A Silent Tear Falls From My Eye.

What Did I Do, What Did I Say,

To Make You Change Your Mind, The Day You Went Away.

Everyday, Waiting For A Sign

To Let Me Know, You Might Still Want To Be Mind.

Andother Day Comes And Goes,

I Want To Write, But I Can't, I Know.

You Said You Needed Me More Than I Needed You,

Why Would You Say That, If You Knew It Wasn't True?

Why Did You Say You Loved Me?

Then Turn Around And Set Me Free?

I Love You And Want You,

But I Know I Can't Make You Love Me.

I Treasure Sweet Old Memories

I Treasure Sweet Old Memories

As The Time Goes Swiftly By

A Few Bring Smiles Of Happiness

And Some Tears To The Eye

They All R Precious In Their Way

Reopening The Door Of Old

That Have Been Shut These Many Years

What Pictures They Unfold

These Dear Old, Sweet Old Memories

All Play Their Special Part

In Bringing Joy And Opening Up

The Latch Strings Of The Heart

It Is Love That Offers Harmony

It Is Love
That Gives Me Purpose
To Change And Grow And Learn.

It Is Love That Guides Me On This Path

And Helps Me Choose Each Turn.

It Is Love

That Gives Me Courage

To Stand Against My Fears;

To Open Up My Heart To You,

To Let You See My Tears.

It Is Love

That Gives Me Trust And Hope

When Little Thing Go Wrong.

When Distance Stands Between Us,

It Is Love That Keeps Me Strong.

It Is Love

That Offers Harmony

And A Friendship That Is True.

How Wonderful That I Can Share

A Love Like This With You..